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Test post on new phone with the most ridiculous landscape keyboard.

And a stupid looking livejournal app.

The iPhone LJ app is so much better. or rather was.

Having said that the LJ app has been the only disappointment in terms of the way apps look on this phone as yet. Not sure what to say about the 0S though, full of holes. Lets post this ( Read more... )

Pasted from my messages;

I dismantled my iPhone TWICE!! twice! fricking bloody twice. my fingers are numb from trying to loosen the stupid screws; and guess what; power/lock button still does not work! it's a new damned power button. apparently more is broken. The irony! Five hours! though to be honest the second time took thirty five min to break ( Read more... )

"There could not have been a lovelier sight; but there was none to see it except a little boy who was staring in at the window. He had had ecstasies innumerable that other children can never know; but he was looking through the window at the one joy from which he must be for ever barred....

"I don't want to go to school and learn solemn things," he ( Read more... )

flippant,
patronising,
condescending,
judgemental,
selfish,
self absorbed,
non-empathetic,
one dimensional,
evasive,
un-helpful
dishonest by omission,
expecting the worst of me,
betrayal,
fall from grace,
loss of trust,
no one
someone
anyone
too variant,
goodbye.

Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.

and who would have thought,
through fire and destruction,
the truth will set you free.

Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.

it rains,
all the fucking time,
it pours and it pours and it pours,
and the dark clouds never go away,
and we walk heads down,
shoulders hunched,
eyes screwed up,
battling against the wind
and the torrential rain.

it's dark,
and miserable,
it's always fucking dark;
here on this little island,
north of the whole wide sunny world.

the wind, the cold,
the dark, ( Read more... )

fascinating how thoughts that
aren't even real,
non-physical occurrence,
happening perhaps in some
corner of the brain,
if at that,
brings about physical pain,
a clench of the heart,
a weakening of posture,
a closing of the eyes,
a sharp intake of breath,
at the physical discomfort,
evoked by thoughts,
and memories,
that are not physically real.

ETA; A ( Read more... )

no-one is ever going to love me
and no one is ever going to hug me,
because I will never let anyone in,
because romantic entanglements
and romantic relationships;
require a level of emotional intimacy
that I run away from.
and one I don't know how to deal with.

is that okay?
because emotional intimacy is more trouble then it's worth,
giving someone else ( Read more... )

a visitor to your misery
is all I want to be,
not a spectator
or a participator,
that I suppose is the important point

we communicate via Skype,
a barrier of glass and electronics,
between you and me,
you say this isn't the same,
not like being in the same room as me,
I have to admit I was chasing after
this very Skype barrier,
when I ran as far from you as ( Read more... )